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I Would Have Died At 30 – Before I Lost 200lbs | BRAND NEW ME

everything just rolled into a ball and it made me need an escape and that was food at 3 54 it was bad i mean i’m 5-8 354 is incredibly insane when i made the connection that my problems were my fault and not the world’s fault it was like all of a sudden a light bulb turned on my head i knew that i could do it when i started lifting that’s when the confidence started like i absolutely fell in love with it in my opinion i look awesome my mom was amazing everyone loved her everyone she had diabetes really bad that caused so many other issues but her body was just trying so hard to shut her down like left and right something was going wrong what inevitably got her was a technically a heart attack when she died like that really messed with me everything just rolled into a ball and it made me need an escape and that was my escape was food it’s what i went to i didn’t have a life it was literally i i lived to eat that’s all the only thing i got excited about was eating i’d wake up immediately i’d eat and then when i was done eating i would already be planning what i was going to eat next [Music] i was a big fan of fast food but i wasn’t like the regular person who can go to mcdonald’s and get a burger and fries like i would order and pretend i was ordering for a family but in reality it was all for me at 3 54 like it was it was bad i i mean i’m 5’8 354 is incredibly insane but i didn’t care i didn’t care how big i was i didn’t care how heavy i was i was completely sure i’d get diabetes and i like my mom or i would have a heart attack or something i i just i had resigned my life to that that’s what it was going to be and then one day i realized it was all my fault i was just like well if i did this to myself i can undo this to myself it was like all of a sudden a light bulb turned on my head that’s when i realized like oh hey like this is doable i can do this i lost 200 pounds naturally [Music] when i started lifting that’s when the confidence started like i absolutely fell in love with it it takes all the scared feeling like all the fear of everything basically away sorry my triceps were on fire you have to actually put a ton of calories in your body to maintain 354 pounds so at the beginning the weight loss came off really fast and it was really exciting [Music] i guess i can’t really say there were setbacks like no it wasn’t easy and there were troubles but there wasn’t anything that i wasn’t prepared to handle when you lose 200 pounds there are repercussions and i mean it’s not like with my leggings up honestly not that bad it hides most of it it’s not too bad it’s just from here down i lost 200 pounds and this is what i have to show for it and someday i would love to get it cut off but right now it’s a badge of honor like i worked really hard for this everybody looks at blue skin like it’s so bad but i came so far and it’s it’s not a negative so yeah that’s my skin come on this way i should probably go to the bathroom comes out first thing she does my dad is something else nope she must be fine he really is like the best father anybody can ask for he is so supportive and always there i can’t even like pinpoint what he did it’s just an accumulation of everything if he wasn’t here i don’t know if i could have lost my weight like he he just you know was just always supportive he always was like you can do this and even when he didn’t think i could he told me i could sometimes you just need that so i lost 50 pounds too and but i mean she she lost so much and just i was always on her trying to lose weight because i knew that was going to be bad on her i mean her mom died early because her weight and diabetes and i was always worried about her getting diabetes the way she was all of a sudden she decided she’s going to lose weight and she did and i’m very proud of her for doing it because she set her mind to it and she keeps keeps doing it chris’s mother she was really a great woman really [Music] she was up there looking down on her i think probably she got through to chrissy that way just hoping for her i guess her mom would be very proud of her oh my god i wish my mom could see i think she would be so happy i’m looking forward to everything i want to experience everything i want to climb mountains and go to the ocean and just do things that i could never possibly do i’m traveling more i’m meeting new people now i have like so many years that i need to make up for and i just want to do things in my opinion i look awesome and like nobody can tell me different no matter what because i’ve worked really hard you
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